..stArtiNg aLL ovEr agAiN..
weLL weLL.. i'M finaLLy bLoGgiNg in agAin.. bUt undEr a diffEreNt pAgE nOw.. whiCH haRdLy anyonE knOWs abOut.. unfOrtunateLy sOme reALLy meAn pErsOn hAd lEft sOme rathEr meAN remArks on my prEviOus bLoG's tAg bOARd.. hAiz.. wAs kiNd of sAd whEN i heARd abOut it.. espEciALLy sincE i fOund oUt abOut it frOm othErs.. i wOndEr whO cOuLd havE hatEd or dEteSted mE sO muCH aS tO dO sOmethiNg aS eviL aS tHAt.. sAyiNg thAt i'M soME kiND of loOsE pErsOn anD takiNg a stAB at my singLe-pArEntagE.. i meAN liKE.. wAd thE *tOot* mAn.. i dOn't reMembEr offEnDinG anybOdy.. wAd thE hEck.. afteR a littLe cRyiNg i fELt aLot bEttEr.. thEN sOmehOw i tuRnEd thE sAdnEss intO angER.. whEn i sAw thE thiNgy witH my own eyEs.. i wAs reALLy angRy.. i wAs thInkInG.. iF thAT perSOn wAs sO dAriNg aS tO sAy sOmethiNg lidDat abOut mE on my bLoG.. wHy nOt thE mOrOn leAvE behiND hiS or hEr nAme.. sOme anD dukE it oUt witH mE facE tO facE insteAd of usiNg suCH undErhAnD anD dEspicAbLe meANs.. tRyiNg tO gEt tO mE likE thAT? nO wAy mAn.. i wOn't fALL intO yOur trAp.. iF yOu'rE tRyiNg tO huRt mE.. aLL thE mORe i shOuLdn't gET huRt.. whY shOuLd i givE you thE gLoRy oF finDing sAtiSfActiOn in my dEspAir.. i WOn't lOSe tO sOmeonE whO dOEsn't eveN havE thE gUts tO leAVe hiS or hEr namE.. i'M strOngER thAN thAt.. frOm tHE poRtiOns of teXt thAT aRe aLsO miSsiNg fROm my tAG bOaRd.. i havE quitE a gOod idEa of whO miGht havE hAd thE nErvE tO dO it.. wAd thE hEck mAn.. i'lL juSt treAT it aS bAd luCk.. whAts dOnE hAs bEen dOnE.. i hOpe thAt persOn gETs hiS oR hEr rEtRibutiOn.. fANCy tRyiNg tO insuLt my fAMiLy bAckgrOund whEN thAt tOOt prObABLy cOmEs frOm a cOmpLEtE fAMiLy anD stiLL hAs tO stOOp sO lOw tO huRt mE.. dOn't nOe whO's famiLy bAckgrOund iS wOrsE.. spEAks vOlumEs abOut thAt pErSOn's upbriNgiNg.. thE pOt cALLiNg tHE kettLe bLACk.. yOu knOw.. pEOpLE usuALLy put dOwn othErs tO makE thEmsELvEs feEL bettEr cOz tHEy havE an infEriOrity cOmpLex.. whiCh meANs thAT perSOn probabLy hAs aLot of thiNgs tHAt hE oF shE iS ashAMEd abOut thEMsELvEs anD iS tRYiNg tO bOOst thEIr owN sELF estEem by pUttiNg dOwn minE.. argHhHH~!! hMMp~!! iF i finD oUt whO thAT bOzO iS.. thAtz it mAn.. nO mORe miSs niCe girL..

hEe.. i fEEL aLot bETtEr aftEr lEttiNg oUt aLL tHAt.. tHE EndLeSs rAmbLiNgs of nicOlE sOo.. hahA.. yEpz.. i nEedEd a whOLe lOng pArAgrAph juSt tO fA my xiAO jiE pi qi.. =X

aNywAy.. quitE aLot hAs happENEd latELy.. i'M cOnfiRMed gOing fOr my CI cOurSe whiCH wiLL takE pLAce thE dAy aftEr tOmmOrOw.. mOndAy thE 31st of mAy.. hAiz.. byE byE hOlidAy.. byE byE frEedOm.. hELLo aNgRy CI trAinErs breAThing dowN yOur nEck.. =S yePz.. thAtz hOW it gOEs.. havE tO chAngE my entiRe miNDsEt.. diScipLinE myseLF.. chAngE my attitudE.. i'M gOing tO beCOme a tOtALLy diffErent perSOn aftER i cOme out fROm tHE cOurSe.. OH NO!! *gAsps* hMm.. okAy.. mAybE nOt thAt kuA zhANg.. bUt i guEss i wiLL chAngE.. wELL.. i'M dEfinAtELy gOing tO bE muCh muCH mOre dArkEr aftEr thE cOurSe.. mAybE evEN chAo dA.. =X hahA.. hOpefuLLy i wiLL loSe wEiGht tOo.. =) bUt thEN agAIn.. thInkiNg of gOing bAck evEry sAturdAy tO teAch my juniORs and haviNg tO pLAn areA evEnts, cAMpS, trAIniNg prograMMes bLAh bLAh.. reALLy nOt my cUp of teA.. but whAT cAN i dO.. i'vE aLrEAdy chOosEn my pATh.. nO tuRniNg bAck nOw.. onE thiNg tHAt i reALLy regRet abOut gOing fOr thE cOurSE iS haviNg tO dyE my hAiR bAck tO bLAck.. nOw my hAir iS likE sO pLAin.. sO bORiNg.. =S wOn't bE abLE tO dyE it fOr thE nExt 3 yeArs tOo.. aiyAiyAi.. wELL.. dEn agAin.. i cAn owAyz dyE it fOr thE hOlidAys anD bAck tO bLAck whEN sCh rEopEns fOR a shOrt thRiLL.. bUt thEn agAIn.. i'D nEed tO absEnt myseLf frOm nPCc duRIng thAt periOd of timE.. -_-" whAt thE heck.. wORry abOut thAT nExt timE.. weLL.. aLot of thiNgs tO gEt dOnE fOr CI cOuRSe.. aLot of preperatiOns fOR tHE unifOrm.. nEed tO gET aLot of thiNgs dOne tOO.. anD yOu knOW hOW thiCk tHE COurSe bOOk iS? itz abOut 2/3 of aN a mAThS tExt bOok.. =S imAginE lugGinG thAt tO anD frOm PA ( poliCe achEdEMy ) evErydAy.. pluS thE excEssive wEIght of unifOrms, stAtiOnaRy, cAMpcrAft stuFf anD wAtErbOttLe.. cAN tRain my muScLEs fOr wEIght lifTing.. =X hEe..

wiLL bE gOing dOwn tO bEaCh rOAd laTER wiTh my siStA khAd.. =) nEed tO gEt quitE a numbER of stuFf.. likE a nEw namE tAg, singLets, plAIn whitE shiRts, twinE, bLaCk kiwi etC etC.. hOpe cAn gEt evERythiNg.. lAtEr on at niGht gOt tO wOrk fROm 6-10pM.. my 2nD lAst dAY oReDi.. tomOrrOw wiLL bE my lAst dAy.. sO fAst siAz.. it'S aLrEAdy cOmiNg tO junE.. 5 monThS havE juST *pOOfEd* gonE juST liKE tHAt.. sOon i'LL bE stArtiNg sCHOOl.. aLot of thiNgs tO buy fOr sCHOOl mAN.. =S mOnEY mOnEY mOnEy.. qiAN zhEN si bu gOu yOng aR.. =X hEe..

hMM.. witH my CI cOurSe anD sChOOl stArtiNg sOon.. i won't havE aS muCH timE tO spEnd wiTh my deAR deAr aLrEAdy.. gOing tO havE tO prActisE sOmE tiME mAnagEmENt anD sEt my priOritiEs strAiGht.. i hOpe hE dOesn't miNd.. wOrriEd thAt hE miGht thiNk i dOn't havE timE fOr hiM aNymOre.. =S duN wOrriE deAr.. i wiLL makE timE fOr yOu.. =) aNywAy.. itz beeN 3 weEks aNd 6 dAys aLrEady.. aNd thE whOLe tiMe thAt we'vE beEn tOgethEr i'vE bEen hAPpy hApPy hApPy aNd haviNg fuN fuN fuN.. =X hEe.. reALLy gLaD tO havE fOunD hiM.. =)we'vE bEen seEiNg eAch othEr evEry singLe dAy sincE wE gOt tOgether anD i mEan evErydAy.. whiCh iS a firSt fOr mE.. wiLL sureLy miSs hiM aLot whEN i gO fOr my CI cOurSE.. =S

okAy.. i thiNk i'vE typEd enOugh fOr nOw.. gOt tO gO get reADy tO mEet khAd latER.. sO herE i gO.. tiL i bLog in agAIn.. tatA~*