..hanDphonE bLuEs..
hmm.. the frequency of my blogging seems to be getting lesser and lesser as the days go by.. and the frequency of my moodswings seems to be going 180 degrees from that.. urghzz.. today i felt super de duper sian over a handphone.. a handphone for crying out loud.. -_-" you see.. i really really like the k700i.. and today when i was looking through the newpapers i saw it on offer for $398 with any 2 year plan from starhub.. so i was thinking i could go sign up for a new plan.. a cheaper one.. and since my current plan.. also starhub.. will be ending itz 2 year lifespan next april.. then i could upgrade the new line to the same plan as my current one.. in case you are confused.. my current plan is the powerchat 300.. and the new plan i'm intending to sign up for is the powerchat 100.. and i'm even planning on paying to pay for the bills myself.. itz just that i need to use my dad's name to sign up for a new plan and borrow some money from first.. which i WILL pay back with this month's pay and some of my weekly allowance.. just when i was getting excited about the whole thing.. i asked my dad if i could borrow money from him to borrow a new phone and *poof*.. my plans came crumbling down.. my dad was like "what do you need a new phone for? nothing's wrong with your phone now right?" and "i rather you buy the phone by itself than signing up for a new line coz if you do so you'll have to wait for another two years.. why don't you go check out the price of the phone and let me know after that.." and i was like.. what the heck? izn't all phone contracts like 2 years? and i'll be subscribing to starhub again.. it's not like i'm changing subscriber or what.. and i'll be paying you back.. not like as if i won't.. worst comes to worse you can dock my salary man.. arghhz.. having to go around and check out the price.. what a hassle.. and if that's the case i might as well buy it when the price drops down dOwN DOWN..

haha.. whatz wrong with me.. i'm getting all worked up over a handphone.. man.. the hormones are getting to me.. when will my toopid period come so my mood swings will take a hike and diasappear.. even if itz only for 2-3 weeks.. why am i fated to have it so often? and for that matter.. will i menopause like 2 times earlier since i'm losing precious eggs like twice a month? izzit coming so often coz i got too many eggs in my body already so that i will balance out with other people? this may be abit gross and explicit to some of you.. most probably the guys.. another thing i hate about periods.. the water retention and bloatedness.. i appear so much more fatter before my period comes because of all the liquid that's stored down in there.. input but no output.. sighz.. and i look so ugly with my tummy looking so beeg.. so depressing.. =(

exams are coming soon.. another 3 more weeks.. hafta start mugging already.. i've been saying this over and over again but in the end.. i always end up being too lazy.. not too confident for my POA already because i missed quite a few topics during my pox and i don't really understand them.. i was copying my classmate's notes and i was thinking.. what the heck is this?? =O i have a bca quiz on mon which i will start revising for right after i finish this post.. and a make up test for my written com which i missed during the pox.. and ironically.. my final exam for wcom is like the day after that.. what the heck!! 2 days of wcom tests in a row? luckily the former is an open book or should i say open notes test.. and for the exam? groans.. it covers 3 topics.. you must be thinking.. 3 topics u say? izzn't that like little? what the heck are you complaining about?? well.. in one topic.. there are so many different formats and types to memorize.. and they seem to merge different types together.. like write a memo in the short report method.. or write a short report in a memo format.. etc etc.. there are so many different formats.. you never really know which one to follow because two of them are "cham" together..

yay!! i going to australia soon.. and when i get there.. there are so many things i want to do..
1) i want to buy slippers.. slippers and more slippers.. nope flip flops.. you know the more feminine kind like charles and keith style.. coz it is IMPOSSIBLE to get them in my size here in singapore.. boo~* blame me for having such beeg feet.. but in aussie land.. my feet are considered normal sized.. muahahaha~*
2) eat all the different chocolates aussie land has to offer.. yumzz.. not forgetting the noughats.. *droolz*
3) get a tan.. i'm getting fairer and fairer.. eeekz.. so unlike me.. i used to be so dark back in sec sch from all the npcc and netball..
4) actually wear a bikini for the first time..!! *grinz* i know my figure ain't that good but in aussie land.. the people are generally bigger.. so MAYBE i won't stand out so much.. *heez* but then again.. i'm a little deprived in the assets department if you know what i mean.. bummer~
5) go to the beeg beeg aquarium.. hee.. if you don't already know.. i love fish and reptiles.. and i want to go see the marine life in aussie.. i want to visit the zoo too.. who knows.. they may have more turtles there than in s'pore's.. =X
6) go do something about my eyebrows and learn how to draw them using an eyebrow pencil.. at the same time.. get some makeup tips from my mum.. abit hard to ask dad about that rite?
7) shopping.. shopping.. and more shopping!!
8) eat my mummy's filipino dishes!! AHHH.. i miss filipino food..!!
9) i am so going to dye my hair before i make my way to aussie.. it'z the only chance i have.. especially since i'm a CI and have many rules and restrictions.. =S i'll make sure i'll dye it a really like obvious colour.. since i only have one chance to do it.. i might as well make the best of it..
10) i want to go hug a kuala bear bear.. haha.. haven't done that before.. and i am an australian.. how can i not have done it before? =S
11) i am going to buy back as much turtle or rainbow stuff from there.. =X can't blame me for my fetishes rite?
12) take loads and loads of photos.. i only get to go back to aussie land ever so often.. the last time i was there was like when i was in pri 2.. a whole 9plus years!! my god.. and i also only get to see my mummy only so often..
13) maybe i'll get something funky done to my hair.. heyz.. how often do you get a haircut in aussieland? haha..
14) i want to change my look and dressing style when i get there.. i want to be a new nicole.. =X
15) i want to go clubbing..!! i wonder whatz the age limit there??
16) i'm going to smuggle a joey (baby kangaroo) back to singapore..!! haha.. like real~ i won't even make it through the customs.. =X

heehee.. i better stop here or the list might go on and on and one.. =X i didn't realize i wanted to do so many things in australia.. and i've only got 2 weeks!! gazookz..!! and i'll be flying there from singapore all on my own.. so indepedent of me rite? *bhb~* but there's a problem.. i have a phobia of using airplane toilets.. i fear that i'll get locked inside and can't come out.. don't know why.. but i find the suction sound when you flush the toilet really scary.. and what if i get lost? my mom told me to follow the other passengers.. and i was thinking.. what if i follow the wrong one? what they end up transferring flight and i follow them into the wrong plane? yikes!! not a pretty picture.. thank god they speak good ol'engligh.. =) so i won't have to worry about getting lost in the airport.. the only problem is there are two exits from the airport.. so i'll have to wear something striking so that my mum will see me.. hopefully it won't be too crowded.. *prays*

wow.. i've not written such a long entry for such a long time.. i'm so proud of myself.. well.. it's time to get down to revising bca.. til i blog again.. gudday mate~*