..rAin rAin.. gO awAy..
rain rain go away.. little ( okay.. not so little.. =X) nicole wants to play.. it's been raining omost daily of late.. and it seems the gloomy weather is a signal that i will be gloomy to on that day as well.. like some indicator.. i hate it when my pms comes.. it really tortures my brain.. i get angry at myself for getting angry at the littlelest things.. so in actually fact the emotions are workin double dosage.. =S shitty..

i think some of you may be wondering.. "am i actually hearing a chinese song on nicole's blog?" well.. YES.. you are.. =X hee.. i heard this song while ktving with my classmates the other day i thought that the song was really nice.. the mtv behind the song is really sad.. girl and guy in love with each other.. one day guy buys drinks for girl.. gets knocked down on the way back.. dies.. doesn't know he's dead and goes in search of his girlfriend.. all the while.. girl is sad and upset that her guy has disappeared.. when the guy does look her up.. she walks right through him and he realizes that he is that.. devastated.. he decides he will stay by her side.. even if they are seperated by death.. the girl is a famous singer while the guy is a nobody.. and during her public appearance.. she tells her fans that she is very grateful to this special person who was very important to her.. and she sings out the song that they shared.. which is this very song.. after which she breaks out in tears on stange.. haiz.. it's really sad.. at the end of the video.. the guy is at her apartment and he says.. "are you waiting for me? i have always been by your side".. i noe this song is really different from the normal songs i play here.. one.. itz in chinese.. two.. it's a slow and sad song unlike my usual rock songs.. you should go check out the video the next time u go to ktv.. it's sang by ah shan.. the title "ye zhi" ( leaf ).. and as a little bonus to the guys.. selena from s.h.e is the girl in this video.. but i must add.. the part where the guy gets knocked down by the car is a little sad..

went to bugis today with my bf.. bought two turtle softtoys.. =X muhahahahaha.. i really am a turtle freak.. one is a scented plush which has that really soft texture.. while the other is a really tall turtle with long legs.. haha.. and i tried mng perfume in the department stall earlier.. being the clumsy oaf that i am.. i sprayed a little too much on my arm.. muahahhaa.. but it did smell quite nice.. i was quite disappointed that jollibean wasn't selling soya bean milk with pearls anymore.. was kind of looking forward to it.. =S

baby.. i'm sorry about what happened today.. don't worry.. i still love you owright? muackzzzz~*

i was kind of bummed the other day.. maia got kicked out of singapore idol.. =( and i was thinking that christopher would be the one being voted off.. sad sad.. now i don't know who to root for.. perhaps olinda?

many new shows now.. i want to watch wimbledon and ladder 49..

i actually wanted to go swimming this morning.. but i was too lazy to get up.. when my alarm rang at 10am i went back to sleep.. another thing.. i'm afraid if i go swimming the chlorine in the water will make the colour of my dyed hair fade.. but i really do feel like going swimming one of these days .. miss the good old days when i was still taking swimming lessons.. really wasted.. shouldn't have stopped after i had gotten honours and was in the midst of training for my speed test.. and now when i watch the new chn8 9pm show.. my passion for swimming suddenly comes back.. maybe i should join the school swimming team.. muahahhahaha.. =X

i want to find the title of a zhang shan wei song.. itz "X X dou ya".. can't remember the first two words.. really nice song.. and there's a cute lil red eared terrapin in the mtv.. and it had a tiny little note tied to its shell.. it was so cuteeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =X hee.. if anyone knows please drop me a msg with the song title on my tag board.. thankiez so muchie.. =)

sometimes i think i'm too childish for my own age.. "thankiez so muchie".. wad kind of language is that? =S but then again.. what's wrong with pretending to be naive and childish.. that way you can be happier.. why worry about older stuff? can't u just be happy living in your own world where things only happen the way u perceive them to? can't i just act like some ignoramus and be void of worries..? unfortunately.. life doesn't always works out the way you want it to.. it always has a way of sneaking up and biting you on your behind.. take for instance.. there was the sept 11 bombing.. then sars.. next birl flu.. and there was the iraq war.. and now there are always riots and terrorism and stuff like that happening every now and then.. everyday there is always news of people dying and all.. wadz up with the world now? as if one's own personal problems aren't enough..

wadz up with me now.. i'm talking about current affairs.. gosh.. pms is getting to me.. =S

i just seem to keep going on and on and on and on.. just typing down the first thing that comes to mind.. singapore can really be just a boring place at times.. there isn't much to do.. where can u go out? where else? town.. i'm getting sick of town already.. other than town.. there's bugis.. jurong point.. tampines mall.. j8.. etc etc etc.. but after awhile.. it's seems that there isn't anywhere new to go.. sentosa always seems to be the same.. so expensive and nothing to see also.. and the food.. sometimes you really don'y know what to eat.. u eat the same thing so often.. there really aren't much kinds of buffets around.. bbq/steamboat - kind of far.. seoul garden - sick of it.. sakae sushi - 3-6pm only.. pizzahut - god knows what time.. and most of the good stuff are all so expensive.. and fastfood.. there are only so many kinds of fast food.. mac.. kfc.. bk.. long john silver.. mos.. yoshinoya.. sometimes i just prefer to eat maggie mee..

i hope i pass my p.o.a.. =S

i wonder if nra will still accept me, ling and noorin back next sem.. or do we need to audition again?

i'm starting to get crappy already.. better stop now before i can't stop rambling.. nicole over and out..