i am getting too lazy and too busy to blog.. this always happens to me.. i don't blog for long periods of time and the stuff i want to blog about just keeps accumulating.. =S ohh well.. here goes..

i finally got that esprit white and green jacket.. thankz mel.. =) i managed to get it at half price.. wahahahahahhaa...

about the KL trip.. there are a few blogs that tell the same story so i won't bother to type out the day by day happenings.. =X

of the four days.. everyday consisted of shopping.. haha.. well.. nothing really much else to do.. we did go to sunway lagoon on the 2nd day.. it was quite fun.. especially the water rides though we got soaking wet.. the log that i sat on with mel and thea was practically flooded inside.. and the mosquitoes didn't spare us any mercy either.. did you know that the kenny rogers in m'sia is not self-service like its sister/brother outlets here in singapore.. it's those normal 5% gst and 10% service charge places.. and they didn't have the pork ribs *darn*.. but then again.. malaysia being full of malays.. halal food? haha.. too bad.. the hotel rooms we got were superb..!! we stayed at berjaya time square.. 5 star hotel.. haha.. and we paid like peanuts compared to the normal daily rate? haha.. wonder where clemmie gets his connections.. the view from the room was amazing.. and the bathrooms.. it's bigger than my room.. =X i miss the hotel room.. the nice comfy bed.. room service.. my god.. room service makes you feel so important.. they send a team of 3-4 people to come and clean up the kitchen, toilets and beds.. i felt like some "dua pai" person.. =X haha..

kind of disappointed that i didn't get to shop much.. i think my taste is too high.. haha.. cannot really find much stuff that caught my eye.. i did get a plastic rainbow coloured ring, a pair of sandals, a bag, a necklace, a brown tee and a pair of shoes from KL's chinatown.. only spent about half of my money.. haha.. and most of it went to makan and transportation fees.. but i did buy lots of tidbits.. haha.. weird niaz.. it's so difficult for me to buy stuff but when it comes to food.. i'm good at spending money.. =X

me and him had a few quarrels during the malaysia trip.. i guess it sort of reflected badly on the both of us.. but not to worry.. after all that's happened we've become closer and we're working harder at our relationship.. it seems that things between us couldn't be better.. =D i'm sorry baby bout being so stubborn and unreasonable.. =S

talking about us.. our 1 year anniversary is coming up soon.. =) have got to start planning..

1 year is a big thing to me coz my past relationships never even touched 6 months.. the longest was 5months and 3 weeks.. he just had to end it during recess just before we were going to have the teachers' day celebrations and i happened to be the MC for the sec 4 combined performance.. i was bawling my eyes out during the rehersal time.. but i did manage to compose myself in the end.. and i made a dud of myself on stage.. you see.. my principal's name is mrs ong and the vp is mrs fong.. it was like 12+pm in the afternoon.. so i go "good morning.. aye..!! good afternoon mrs fong, mrs ong, teachers and friends.." -_-" first.. i say good morning.. i say "aye" out loud into the mike when i realize i got it wrong.. then i greet my vp first instead of the p.. what a klutz.. hahahaha.. oh well.. used to it anyway..

arghz.. i don't want to be a CI anymore.. lost all interest for it.. and i haven't been going back for npcc in my secondary school for months.. wish i could just pay the 200bucks and get it over and done with.. the only thing tha's keeping me from dyeing my hair again is that CI title.. shouldn't have gone for the course in the first place.. darn.. regrets regrets..

few days ago.. after i came back from malaysia.. my dad had a talk with me.. i can't really disclose what exactly the talk was about.. but what i can say is.. during that talk.. there was this moment when i suddenly felt that me and my dad connected.. it's this feeling that you can't really describe.. you have to feel it.. i've never ever felt this feeling with my dad before.. it's like for once we are seeing eye to eye.. all the cards are on the table.. and we understand each other.. my dad has big plans for me in the future.. and i hope i don't let him down.. there was one sentence that touched me.. my dad said.. "it doesn't matter whether you're 18, 30 or 50.. you'll always be daddy's little girl and nothing can change that and the love i have for you.." i felt so touched.. i started crying.. and my dad cried too.. just two to three tears.. it was the first time i really saw my dad cry.. and that's when that moment happened.. i cried not because i was sad.. but because i was touched and happy.. the feeling of family i guess.. i live with my dad but i'm closer to my mum.. we do talk but not really heart to heart talks.. i've grown up such that me and my dad don't talk about our own personal stuff to each other and we're not really that close.. so that short moment was really special to me..

muahahahhaa.. i know this may sound evil but.. yay..!! the new captain in country manna is not working there anymore.. =X shall elaborate on why i say that next time.. got to go fufill my duty as a girlfriend and spend time with my guy now.. =) tata~*