so sorry everyone.. seems i've been M.I.A (missing in action).. been busy working a super lot of split shifts.. and my off days are spent with him coz we co-ordinated our offdays to fall on the same day.. and seeing that i only get one offday a week.. my time is pretty spent..

been missing quite a few baoc sessions.. have no idea what is going on there.. =S oh wells.. will be going down to school everyday starting tomorrow (or actually today coz it's midnite already) til friday for the orientation.. will finally get to see my fellow classmates after so long.. =) sorry i missed the chalet guys.. sounds like you all had alot of fun..

i was quite pissed today when i started work.. to be exact.. pissed at a certain colleague of mine.. arghz.. yesterday night was a really super busy night at the restaurant.. so i was quite tired nearing 9pm.. then some customers had to talk to me in an attitude way which pissed me.. it was actually just a small thing.. but due to the nature of PMS.. the customer's attitude rubbed me the wrong way.. anyway.. so i went back to the pantry where i was cleaning the chilli and ketchup bottles.. which was good coz i didn't need to talk to or face anybody.. the my colleagues yc and esmond had to come in and make fun of me like they always do.. usually i'd just laugh and joke back with them and even try to make fun of them back.. but i really wasn't in the mood.. i just kept quiet and ignored them.. you see when i'm in a bad mood.. it will be written all over my face.. and i thought they'd get the hint after seeing my face and just leave me alone.. but what the heck.. they continued disturbing me.. and when they realized i was angry.. they were like telling my manager "oh.. nicole's angry.. blah blah blah.." don't know what they were saying after that.. it was in chinese.. and anyway i couldn't give a f***.. (sorry but i was in a really bad mood) i'm already in a bad mood and you guys can't even spare me.. then today when i went to work esmond was around.. so i tried to talk to him.. then he was like.. "orh.. yesterday you in bad mood.. then don't want to talk.. face black black.. then act cool lah.. etc etc".. and from a happy mood.. i got super pissed again.. since you want to bear grudges.. then fine..!! i have ABSOLUTELY nothing to talk with you.. B***** H***..!! i was already so angry yesterday and you guys can't even get it into your thick skulls that i do not want to be disturbed and had to go and make it worse by continue-ing disturbing me and going around telling people i'm angry.. how childish can guys be? have guys no brains?? sometimes i really wonder.. one is 1 year older than me.. the other is 3 years older? what the h***.. when i am angry just leave me alone yea? and you have the nerve to bear grudges with me for getting angry and ignoring you guys? hey! by keeping quiet i am doing you guys a favour.. coz when i'm angry i know i will say things you wouldn't like to hear.. AHHHHhhHHHhhHHHh...!! was so damn pissed earlier.. dunno what to say also.. at least i've got it out of my system.. excuse i seem like a b*tch but i just have alot of angst inside right now.. fancy bearing a grudge at me for getting angry which was partially his fault.. pwah..!!

alrighty.. after that bitch fit.. school is starting in like a week..!! omg.. the holidays are over just like that.. and i remember i was so happy that we had a one month and 3 week holiday on the day of the last exam.. damn.. i spent it all working.. but you reap what you sow.. so i will enjoy spending the money i have earned so far.. muahahahahahhahaha~* =X but i'll have to wait til the end of the month to get my pay.. hmm.. probably end up with nothing left in the bank after that.. ironic.. i work to earn money but in the end i don't save anything.. i spend it all away.. what to do when my motto is "i hate money so i have to spend it"? haha.. *ashamed*

yea.. i got my haircut.. it was not bad.. didn't change the length of the back.. but the top is alot shorter.. a little too short.. but it'll grow back.. i'll just have to wait..

when school starts i won't really get to spend much time with him anymore.. coz his working hours are like til 9 or 9.30pm? so i'll probably only be able to see him like once during the weekdays and after work on weekends? weekends are short coz i only see him for maybe 1-2 hours? sigh.. what to do.. going to learn to adapt to that.. especially when i've been seeing him almost everyday since school holidays started.. coz he always sends me home after work.. it's going to be abit hard getting used to not seeing him as often..

i'm broke.. haha.. spent last month's pay already.. bought a top from zara and a bag from women's secret.. =X couldn't help it.. the bag was rainbow in colour.. (so typical of me rite?)

better end here.. have to wake up early later.. nitey nitez..