..breakaway..
i'm feeling sad rite now..

haiz..

i thought breaking up would end it all..

i was wrong..

the more you try to pull me back..

the further away i will run..

i thought the tears would stop..

but you had to bring the memories back..

i felt so bad..

but i can't let that bring me down..

i must stand by my decision..

i can't force myself if the feeling really isn't there anymore..

i can't face you.. not now.. not anytime soon..

because you seem to treat it like we're still in a relationship..

you say you won't force me..

but what you're doing to me..

it feels so uncomfortable..

i hate myself for having to be so mean to you..

but that's me..

i have to live with me..