clubbing nitemare 101..!!

lolz.. i just had a really bad clubbing experience on saturday night..

i knowingly got high.. then i almost blacked out.. and i puked out dinner..

here's how the story goes..

i went out in the afternoon.. had a really nice and sweet time.. and then it was down to work.. after work i was to go clubbing with danny.. apparently it was supposed to be a farewell gathering with his friends because he's be going over to the UK to study in august.. so i agreed seeing that it'd be inpolite of me not to turn up.. and who knew.. in the end.. i was disappointed and kinda felt cheated..

1) he is not going to the uk anymore..
2) the friends that turned up were not the ones i was expecting.. his clubbing friends were the ones there.. i was expecting the friends that i had gotten to know during out year long relationship..

so not only was i turning up for a reason that doesn't exist anymore.. everyone else are strangers to me.. and i am not one who mixes well with strangers.. which means i'll have nobody to talk to..

he brought me to devils bar.. so far i still think that china black is the best among the clubs i've been to.. ( which is not much actually.. hahaha.. am i newb? =X )

we sat at some corner.. where according to his friends was one of the quietest parts of the club.. and i sat right at the corner next to the wall.. where i was freezing my ass off coz i was sitting directly under the aircon.. way to go nicole.. -_-" and i was sitting there all quiet and listening to his friends talking to each other..

we got some drinks.. i had vodka fruit punch.. it was okay lah.. then i just sat there and kept quiet.. his friend kept asking me if i was tired.. i wasn't only tired.. i was FREAKING BORED la.. i very much felt like hitting the dance floor rather than sitting there feeling all awkward even though i noe nuts about dancing.. lolz.. then i played 5 10 with him and being that i wasn't really in a mood to play i kept losing.. and we were playing over a jug of bourbon coke.. and i had to "gei kiang" take 4 big sips at a go each time i lost.. haha.. mood swings are one of my worst enemies.. then we started talking.. and some really awkward topics came out.. which ended up in his getting all upset.. well.. you asked the questions and wanted answers so you should have been prepared.. whether the answer be what you wanted to hear or the totak opposite.. you asked me why do i have to go and break your heart? well.. if you didn't want to hear it then you shouldn't have asked.. i have no time to play games and let you mind guess.. so i have you very direct and straight forward answers.. so forgive me if i sounded like a complete bitch.. he asked stuff like if it were possible for us to patch etc etc blah blah blah.. i told him that i felt like going home as i was starting to feel umcomfortable.. then he was in a bad mood and went off.. leaving me with his friends.. and he asked them to entertain me.. pwah..!! YOU LEFT ME ALONE WITH YOUR FRIENDS..!! RIGHT.. THANKS SO MUCH HUH..

i was feeling pretty awkward.. uncomfortable.. sleepy.. tired.. irritated.. angry.. all rolled into one.. must be the pms and the alcohol working their "magic" on me.. and i really was feeling SUPER TIRED.. i was fighting to keep my eyes open and stay awake.. his friends decide to play a number game.. in a circle we's all be counting like the first person gots "1", second goes "2".. til any mutiple of 7 or number that contains a 7 in it.. if you get such a number.. you have to clap.. then the direction would go backwards.. so say 6th person says "6".. the 7th claps.. then it would go back to the 6th person and he/she would say "8" and continue.. we never really got past number 40.. and maybe we never even got to number 40 for that matter.. =X well.. i lost quite a few times too.. you see if you clap at or say the wrong number or if you're too slow you have to forfeit by drinking.. i didn't even know what we were drinking at the time.. it tasted so much like normal sprite that i just drank and drank.. i took advantage of the fact that i couldn't taste the alcohol.. i learned my lesson after that..

all i could feel was my face getting a lil warm and i could hear my hearbeat at my temples.. i started to feel really really cold and i sooooooo wanted to go home and sleep.. all i could feel was a strong urge to sleep.. i REALLY wanted to go home.. i was feeling so umcomfortable with our conversation.. and awkward to hang out with people i didn't know.. i was bored.. but most of all.. i really wanted to sleep right there right then..

then they all wanted to go dancing.. so i stand up.. i feel okay for a moment.. danny takes my handbag and is about to go over to the locker area to deposit my bag.. then i get a really sick feeling.. i suddenly feel very weak.. like i can't stand straight.. then my vision starts to get blue black.. my hearing is suddenly blocked and there is abit of shortness of breath.. i feel really "xin ku".. so i take a few steps towards him.. tap him on the shoulder and tell him i don't feel too good.. he takes my arm and puts in over his shoulder.. i put the other arm over and next thing i know.. my legs give way.. i'm going to collapse on the floor and he's holding me up.. he carries me back to the seats.. and i feel really really uncomfortable.. i'm out of breath.. and really cold.. i feel abit like puking too.. he gets me a glass of ice water and asks me to drink it slowly.. we sit for awhile and i feel like crap.. i then tell him i want to get out of the place.. so he holds on to me and we walk out the door and down the stairs.. i can't even walk a straight line.. he has to support me.. then we go straight for a cab.. and he gives his address.. all i remember is lying on his shoulder and then i'm out..

when i wake up we have reached his place.. i stumble out of the cab.. he comes to support me again.. i feel a wee bit better.. he supports me to the lift.. but i don't have any strength to stand.. he tried to hold me up but i can't stand.. so i tell him i just want to sit on the lift floor.. which i do.. we reach his floor... he pulls me up.. we walk to his door then i feel puke rushing up to my throat.. i cover my mouth with my hand to show i feel like puking.. we walk back to the left and i puke all over this drain like thingy.. oh god.. it's gross.. i even see pieces of dinner on the floor.. there's the disgusting puke taste in my mouth but i do feel alot better.. we walk back to his door.. we go in.. i visit the toilet.. then he asks me to lie on his bed to rest.. we talk alittle then i fall asleep til the next morning..

i found out today that the sprite like drink is actually vodka sprite but i didn't know it coz the jug of drink was all diluted and i couldn't taste the alcohol.. i don't know why i drank so much.. i probably dreaded being there and was damn bored.. anothet thing i realized i that periods and alcohol do not go good together at all.. put the two of them together and you get a huge disaster.. coz the last times that i went clubbing and drank i never experienced anything like that.. but i had had similar symptoms on several occassions.. but that is out of the point.. whatever it is.. i won't drink so much next time i go clubbing and am having my period.. i got a shock when i got to danny's and visited the loo.. sudden influx of *you know what* at *you know where*.. lolz.. i know.. it's gross.. hahahaha.. but just wanted to give you guys a clearer picture..

i never knew that this feeling is called "high".. i asked danny if what i was going thru was drunk or high.. he said high.. well.. i was under the impression that high is when you feel all lightened and dun have a care in the world.. you just feel like dancing and working up a sweat.. well.. i was at the wrong end of the "high" scale.. -_-"

the whole experience was pretty freaky.. coz one second i was okay.. then i stand up and one second i was reduced to nothing.. his friends were probably thinking i am so WEAK.. haha.. so "sia sway" that he even had to carry me.. but hey.. i really totally collapsed.. the only support i had was frong wrapping my arms around his neck and holding on.. my legs were totally limp..

anyways.. i am freaking tired now.. and i got to go to school in a few hours.. will update as soon as possible.. maybe continue abit on this entry.. and of course to carry out my "akan datang".. wahahahhaa.. nite nitex.. tata~*