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Thursday, July 28, 2005


you must be thinking.. why has this stupid girl not been blogging for so long again.. well let me just say that i did blog on monday.. and you know what.. clicked on the publish post button and there went 1hr and 35mins worth of blogging.. lost in cyberspace forever.. never to be retrieved again.. finito.. nothing.. zero.. okay okay.. i'm starting to get crappy.. so now i have to reblog about my sat to mon.. and i've been pretty busy the past few days.. tue stayed over at clemmie's.. wed went to jb and didn't get home til 12+am and here i am today on thur.. so let's begin already..

my account of sat, sun and mon probably won't be as informative as it should have been.. gonna be pretty sian to re-type the whole thing out again..

saturday
was supposed to be in school like 9.30am to meet kah how at the bus stop.. but i only made it at 9.55am.. no points for guessing the reason why.. =X lalalalalalala~* but nvm.. turns out the bloke only got there at 9.45am.. so he waited only 10mins.. nothing for me to feel bad about.. =X wahahahahaha.. then we headed down to the stadium.. there was a soccer tournament going on.. and tiong hian, eugene, gabbie and kenneth were in one of the teams.. so we were to be their cheer leaders.. =X lolz.. corrections.. kah how was the manager.. and he was in-charge of looking after their shoe bag of valuables.. he probably would have played too if not for his injury.. anyway.. when we got there they had just started their first match.. both the teams were in blue lar.. so i couldn't really differentiate who was who.. especially since i didn't know all the other team members which consisted of some of kh's classsmates and eug's friends.. they won 1-0.. yay..!! all in all they played 3 rounds.. they drawed with the other team during the second match 0-0.. but lost the 3rd match 0-2.. the 3rd match was the deciding match on whether they would move on to the next round.. but unfortunately it started raining and the other team cheated but the ref didn't see it.. =S anyway.. good job guys..!! at least ya all won one round and u did all your best.. =) i quite enjoyed myself.. cept that i know nuts about soccer and there were points of time where the dude (the one who asked me to come) went off to play soccerr or to talk with his friends and left me alone by myself lar.. IPS (irritating piece of shit)..!! luckily there was gabbie and kenneth to talk to.. =) after everything we went to the hawket center near the shell station behind school.. then it was home sweet home.. -_-" i thought that i'd be able to go straight to work after the match coz kh said it would end like 4pm? but 3pm and we'd already had lunch and everybody was going home.. and they all lived on the west side.. and they were all gonna share cab? wad about me..!!??!!?? -_-" luckily one of eug's friends happened to live at potong pasir.. so i had company all the way to the bus stop opposite KAP.. wahahahahaha.. so i didn't need to be a loner and walk in the rain by myself.. actuatlly i didn't quite catch the guy's name.. i only know he's from IT year 3 and he's eug's sec sch friend..

so i went home and did what i do best in waking up late from.. SLEEP..!! but then.. i OVERSLEPT again.. -_-" supposed to work at 6pm.. then i woke up at 5.45pm.. *pengz* and it was my dad who woke me up.. i wad kinda pissed at him coz he knew i was working at 6 and yet he woke me up so late.. arghz..!! okay.. i shouldn't be pushing the blame.. it was my own fault i woke up late.. but still.. =S

luckily my manager was in a good mood.. so he didn't really say much about me being 23mins late? =X wahahahaha.. then danny was there after work.. it's starting to get creepy.. always appearing without any notice.. i'm not suprised at all.. but rather alarmed.. him appearing can't be good.. it always ends up bad some way or another.. he claimed he wanted to ask me out for supper and to just see me face to face.. but i declined.. i already had something on..

maybe it's better this way.. if you can't treat me as a normal friend.. then things are bound to end up going wrong.. and both you and i know this pretty well.. coz that's what we've been facing all this while.. it always ends unhappily..

so what did i have on? well.. me and yong chuen had plans for supper, a movie and slacking around.. wahahahahhaa.. we went to maxwell for supper.. we shared this plate of 10 fried dumplings.. and it was a mix of veggie ones and meat ones.. i got like 3 of the meat ones.. yc kept getting the veggies.. til his very last dumpling.. wahahahhaahahha.. =X then marina square to watch "the island" which is a really nice show.. kinda sadistic at certain parts.. but still a good show.. =) then headed to the bay behind esplanade to relax and chat.. and we were entertained by these group of malays who were playing 007 and whenever they had to do forfeits.. they would do it in front of us and this other couple.. very funny and entertaining.. lolz.. then it was time to go back.. got home around 4am.. and slept at 5..

sunday
late fer work again.. coz the aircon man came to repair my aircon. and i had to wait fer my dad to talk to him first.. to make things worse.. it began to rain heavily and there was a HUGE jam at the PIE.. so my dad had to take the extra long route to work.. half an hour late lar.. luckily my manager was in a good mood again.. =X wahahahaha.. anyway i took my break at 4.30 instead of 4 so make up for the time lost.. then after work something upset me alot and made me really pissed.. i won't mention why.. i was so fuming mad all the way from work to home.. when i finally reached my void deck and was all alone.. i did the only thing i could do to let the anger out.. i cried.. well.. actually just a few tears.. it feels really bad to have to keep so much emotions inside.. especially when it's anger.. really taxing on the mind.. thank god there was a special someone who was there for me.. came all the way over so late at night though you had a report to rush.. thank you so much.. dunno what i'd do without you.. =) we went to the s-11 at serangoon central for some drinks.. then i intro-ed my favourite 7-11's beef rendung to him.. wahahhahahaa.. went home round 1+am..

monday
i was late once again for lessons.. got to class 20mins late only to find out that my hrm tutor has been changed yet again.. for the 3rd time.. -_-" and i got back my hrm paper already.. very DISAPPOINTING marks..!! -_-" well.. on the bright side.. i did pass.. and then after that i find out it's mass e-learning week.. the i only have to attend hrm lecture on tue and blaw lecture on friday.. yipee..!! had lunch at the atrium.. me, noorin and gabbie shared beef stew with rice, pacifc dory with rice and black pepper chicken with pasta from sao paulo.. *yum yumz*.. then me and noorin had dessert.. we bought the blueberry waffle with icecream from the same shop.. i had mine with strawberry ice cream.. =) in the evening i had a sudden urge to go shopping.. so i went down to town to meet yong chuen.. we window shopped.. =X gonna have to wait til i get my pay before i can do real shopping.. waahahhahaa.. and we walked around here and there.. i got asked by some guy who was working for some talent agency if i was interested in doing such projects but i declined.. coz you never know what kind of stuff these companies do.. but well.. since he did ask me.. that means i must have some qualities in me right? *hint hint* wahahahha.. okay.. being kinda bhb here.. =X shall stop it.. then yc went home first.. and i continued walking around heeren.. saw quite alot of nice stuff in town that day.. like this purple top from zara.. necklace from mini bits and blue top from top shop.. wahahahaha.. cham ar.. want to spend $$$$ again..

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