i'm at home.. on a thursday evening..

supposed to meet up with him today..

asked him yesterday night..

thought i could see him today..

but i guess he forgot..

oh wells..

what to do..

anyway he's busy..

*sighz*

had biz ettiquette today at 1pm.. learnt about handshakes & introduction, fine dining and indian culture.. lessons ran a little late and we were let off at about 5.10pm.. then i took the bus home.. so here i am.. blogging..

i don't have dinner.. coz i thought i was meeting dear and told dad not to buy dinner.. (i went to the supermarket while i was halfway into typing this post.. bought some snacks.. ended up having half a bag of chacos bbq bonanza and half a cup of milk for dinner.. i do not have an eating disorder.. i just don't eat proper meals..)

and my bloody period is back again..!! (no puns intended) today's the second day.. so i'm going to be more weird then normal.. there maybe sudden moodswings.. or i might just go all lame and siao all of a sudden.. or get upset over the slightest of things.. and there's no ice cream in the fridge..!! (my miracle medicine for period-blues)

oh yea.. earlier during school i cut myself on my left index finger.. accidentely cut myself with the plastic part of my file.. -_-" small cut about 3/4 of a cm long.. lil bit of blood.. kaoz.. always injuring myself.. last week was my left palm and right index finger.. this time the left.. tmd.. -_-"

remember gabbie passed his tp on monday? well.. tuesday he was already driving his car to school.. so after school.. me and kim went to meet him and thea.. his car is pretty cool.. a black latio sports.. costs about 67k..?? *wow* he actually has a 70k responsibility..!! me..?? the most expensive thing i probably own is my laptop.. a mere 2.1k?? -_-" it feels so weird seeing gabbie behind the wheel (steering wheel lar.. not wheel wheel) of a car.. coz he's the same age as us.. and we've known each other for a year plus.. then suddenly he can drive and he owns a car.. it just seems so adult-ish.. and gab looking so teen looks weird driving a car.. coz usually people or age don't drive cars.. aiya.. don't know what i'm talking about.. you people get my point right..?

anyway.. gab drove us around school and the areas nearby like the stretch of makan places opposite beauty world.. it was a bit scary at first.. coz he was driving kinda fast.. then later on we met up with ling and xian.. we waited til kim's mum came to fetch her then gabbie drove the rest of us over to town.. we parked at the carpark outside of somerset mrt coz gab wanted to get a street directory from 7-11 and i was going to meet dear in town too.. unfortunately 7-11 didn't have it so they had to go to centrepoint's times bookshop instead.. by the time dear had reached town so i left the group.. saw clemmie with his new bike while walking past the carpark.. he was going to join the rest to have dinner at chinatown..

we walked around abit.. i bought some doughnuts from pop*doh at taka for my dinner.. we ended up watching "just like heaven" at cineleisure.. it's quite a sweet show.. i cried at the part when reese witherspoon's character woke up and couldn't remember the guy.. okay.. so i'm a sucker when it comes to this types of things.. i'm the overemotional type and cry easily.. so i usually cry during sad or touching parts in shows.. but it was just a few tears.. don't even think that dear knew.. =X home sweet home after that..

as my 10am tutorial on wednesday was cancelled.. i only needed to attend school from 1pm-3pm.. then after school went to lt 24 to look for christopher to borrow his ief textbook.. and then to lt 20 to exchange my cma textbook for greg's operations management text.. the met dear for awhile coz he had a talk at 5pm and it was only 3+pm.. so he accompanied me til about 4.30pm.. walked over to blk 72 then decided to go home since i had nothing to do and nowhere to go.. so i was on bus 74.. at the junction outside of bukit timah plaza.. when gabbie called me asking whether i wanted to meet up with him.. clemmie and thea.. so i got off the bus.. crossed the overhead bridge.. took a bus back to school.. crossed another toopid overhead bridge.. the weather was damn bloody hot lar.. and met thea at canteen 1.. we then waited for gabbie to drive over from home to pick us up.. (gabbie pontang-ed lecture!!) couldn't really decide where to go for dinner.. so gab suggested thompson.. so we got onto the PIE when gab realized he was on the wrong side of it.. we were heading towards jurong instead of the other way.. so we improvised and decided to eat teochew porridge at boon lay..

and it HAS to rain at this time.. arghz.. -_-" i never bring umbrella or jacket then it rains.. *irritated* so we had to run from his car to the hdb block.. it was only a few metres away.. but it was raining cats and dogs.. -_-" we had porridge and shared a few dishes.. sweet and sour pork.. stingray.. potato slices (my fav!) and giam cai (salted veggies)..

then we headed down to town coz gabbie wanted to buy clothes.. so we parked at cine.. then walked over to wisma to go to topshop.. gabbie got a navy green long sleeve shirt.. i got............ UNDERWEAR..!! AGAIN..!! lolz.. 2 boxer-like ones (very cute!) and 2 t-strings (wee weetz!).. i think the t-string ones are gonna be SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE.. =X but nevermind.. i have always wanted to try wearing them.. so here's my chance.. i really shouldn't be telling you guys this.. *shhhhhhhhhHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh* lallallalaalllllalalalallalala~*

then we decided to catch a movie.. so we walked all the way back to cine.. checked what movies were available.. and what do you know.. HARRY POTTER IS ALREADY SHOWING..!! sneak previews.. so we got the tickets.. surprisingly when we choose our seats.. we noticed that there were still a lot of vacant seats.. they were showing it 2 cinemas.. one was the normal movie while the other was the digital version.. we watched the normal one coz the 10+pm show for the digital one was full and the next was at 12+am.. then we slacked at the arcade while waiting for time to pass.. me and thea played photohunt while gabbie played bomberman.. gabbie was having sorethroat and flu so he wasn't feeling very well..

it was time for the movie..!! i was getting kinda excited.. finally.. part 4 of harry potter..!! =D the show was pretty good.. probably not as good as the previous ones because it's less funny and cheerful and more dark and tragic.. and the dreaded voldemort is back..!! =S the show was about 1+h? kinda short actually.. was expecting it to be 2hours plus.. and after the show i heard people saying that the show was very different from the book.. they had changed alot of things.. =S ohh.. and i've yet to start reading mel's harry potter book.. =X gabbie sent us home after that..

i was pretty much a super bright lightbulb yesterday..!! =S but i DIDN'T do it on PURPOSE.. i THOUGHT clement was coming to join us..!! which he didn't in the end.. but he did catch harry potter at cine too.. but he caught the 11.45pm show with his friend instead.. -_-"

we also almost got caught in an accident when we were on some expressway on the way while going to town from bukit batok.. it was freaking scary lar.. =O traffic was pretty slow and heavy coz of the rain.. we were happily driving when a car a few cars in front of us suddenly breaked at the curve and gabbie and this bike in front of him couldn't break in time.. so to avoid the bike gabbie swerved over to the lane on our right almost banging into a car coming up the lane.. we were just inches away from it.. then this bike which we suppose was trying to avoid gab's car had overtaken us from the left and i think he didn't see the bike and front and he collided right into the back of his bike.. luckily nothing tragic happened.. the guy on the bike in front was okay.. but the one from behind fell off his bike and the bike fell over onto its side.. we were worried the guy was hurt.. but he got right back on his feet and starting jumping up and down like a maniac in anger and frustration.. i guess he was cursing and swearing.. you could see he was FUMING MAD..!! must be some ah beng.. probably pissed about his bike.. i don't know what happened next coz we continued driving but i guess he confronted the other guy.. =S thank god nothing happened to us and we got away safe and sound.. *sigh of relief*

mel.. i hope you're not too upset about yesterday.. and that you're feeling better now.. don't worry babe.. you'll pass the next time.. i have confidence in you.. =D then you can go throw your score sheet at the toopid botak who failed ya.. =X heeheehee..

that's all for now.. gotta go aaa and ief tutorial homework.. we have to join koh poh tee's class again tomorrow..!! DIE..!! =S gonna have to read up my notes.. wish me luck she doesn't call me to answer questions kk.. *crosses fingers*

tata~*

i wish i could hug you right now..