i am such an IDIOT.. -_-"
hey everyone..

just in case you were worried about what had happened on v'day.. don't worry.. it was all just a misunderstanding.. turns out dear had wanted to give me a surprise..

that day.. before going to work.. we were on the phone and i asked him whether we were going out at night.. coz if we were then i'd have to bring out my helmet.. well.. of course you guys should be able to guess that of course i wanted to meet up.. it's valentines day for gods sake..!! then he replied that he didn't want to meet coz he wanted to STUDY.. and that we should meet up some other day..

in my mind i was thinking.. what kind of asshole (opps.. =X) jerk would want to stay at home and study rather than to meet his girlfriend of v'day..?? of all days to study.. he had to pick that very day..?? and he had all day to study.. surely he didn't need to study at night..? so i was VERY disappointed.. especially since i was so looking forward to the day.. so yes.. i got pretty emo and i ended up crying.. to make things worse.. my dad came into my room while i was trying very hard to keep the fact that i was crying from dear.. so my dad was like.. "why are you crying..?" and i was like.. damn.. now dear will definately know.. -_-"

so 1) i felt like crap and 2) now even my dad knew i was crying and he wanted to talk to me after i was done on the phone.. so dear ended the call saying that he would come over and send me home after work even though i had refused..

so i went to work with a moody face and it continued like that for some time.. time during work passed pretty fast.. coz there was a constant crowd and it was non-stop busy.. surprisingly there were not much pretty girls or handsome guys as compared to previous years.. i was thinking that couples would be all dressed up and looking nice since it was v'day..

later around 9+ when there were lesser people in the restaurant.. dear sneaked into the restaurant and hid behind the bar.. unknown to him i had seen him running in.. and he stayed hidden behind there til 10+ when we finally closed shop.. then he smsed me to go to the bar to look for him.. i was still kinda upset at the time.. so walked into the bar and then..

there he was.. holding a small bouquet of 3 red roses.. aww... i felt so touched.. i could feel this really big and goofy smile creeping onto my face.. and yea.. so everything was okay after that..

the whole studying thing was just a ploy to surprise me with the flowers.. so stupid of me.. why didn't i see through his plan and guessed that he had wanted to surprise me..?? -_-" coz now that i think about it.. his "studying" story sounds so fake.. *diaoz*

so we went to the esplanade hawker center to eat and then sat by the bay for awhile.. then dear ended up staying over at my place.. =)

the day before we also had a pre-valentine celebration coz i had to work on the actual v'day and we wouldn't be able to go out for dinner.. so we went to east coast to eat dinner at this beach bar.. we went there before once back when we were still just friends.. i still can't remember the name of the place.. from the 7-11.. you turn left then you walk for about 5-10minutes and you'll see it.. it has really nice ambiance and music and is candle lit.. we had cavana chicken chop.. yum yum.. damn nice.. not your conventional chicken chop.. it's more of bbq grilled.. then after dinner we sat at the beach and took lots of pics.. then he sent me home.. i was really tired and i fell asleep while he was at my place.. so he had to ask my dad to lock the front door after him.. luckily my dad was still awake.. or he would not have been able to go home.. =X

so now i'm at his place using his lappy to post this very blog.. today marks the last day of school.. no more lessons til exams which start next friday.. (so fast!!)

tomorrow i'm gonna go ahead with the rebonding.. i already made an appointment with kimage (the funan IT mall outlet) at 12pm.. yipee..!! =D i hope everything turns out well and my hair won't get damaged like last time.. gonna have really flat hair for the next 1-2 weeks.. darn.. -_-" i always hate this part.. the time just after you rebond your hair.. when it's damn flat and will only go back to looking more natural after a few weeks..

really feel like enrolling for 2b.. damn tempted.. especially since i found out a sec sch friend (juisern) has just started learning 2b also and he's also learning at ssdc (yck).. if i enrol now i may be able to catch up with him and i'll have someone to take pracs with.. =X and i learnt from juisern that you can take prac 1-5 without passing the theory test yet.. means i can chiong the theory and prac at the same time.. only problem now is no $$$.. hope i can enrol soon.. =X

there are many pics i have yet to post.. will try to soon.. (crosses fingers.. =p) shall end here.. if not he might complain that i never pei him.. =X lalalalallalalalala..

dear: OEI..!! what do you mean you learnt to write long posts from me..!!??!! you yourself luo suo then say lar.. don't put the blame on me.. -_-"
mel: congrats on passing your TP.. =D will be waiting for you to drive me around one day.. =P
joyceh: hey babe.. see ya tmr at ur workplace before i head down to kimage.. and maybe at night too if zouk's still on.. =)