emotionally tired..
it's funny how contradicting life can be..

one minute you're a happy couple about to celebrate one year of being together..

the next you're almost nothing at all..

i'm really confused..

how could you even think about it?

could you actually bear going back to just being friends?

seeing the person online or in person knowing that you still love them yet am not together with them..

did you even think how the other person would feel?

it broke my heart that you were willing to give it all up..

and what's worse is that you didn't even bother to give a fight..

you didn't even try..

does that mean you're a coward?

or izzit because you don't love me enough?

am i not important enough?

could you bear to see me get heartbroken by another asshole after being dumped upteen times before?

and could you live with yourself knowing that you've become that asshole..

if such a small thing can cause you to crack..

what happens in the future when bigger things happen?

would you be willing to overcome problems with me?

i always thought you were the stronger one.. the more rational one..

how did you suddenly become so weak?

you can't just give up like that..

if you love me you would do anything to keep the relationship..

breaking up should not even have come to mind..

was the past 11months plus nothing to you?

it's almost been a whole year..

only f*ckers would break up nearing or on anniversaries or other special occassions..

you may have been willing to give it all up but i am not..

i hope i never have to experience this again..

i know i deserve better than that..