[you are my rainbow]
baby's booking out tomorrow..

can't wait can't wait..!! haven't talked to him since 1+ in the afternoon.. he has a 24km route march today and will only be back late at night.. feeling really really excited at the thought of seeing him tomorrow.. can't seem to contain my excitement.. =D

what a magical thing army does to a couple.. the days spent away from each other makes you cherish the other and yearn for them so much more.. weekends have become like a transition from the real world to this special place where it's just him and me.. no worries about school or work.. just us.. the first thing when you see each other after that 5 days of absence you just feel happiness and bliss.. all you want to do is pour sweetness and sweet nothings to each other.. it does wonders for the relationship in terms of that you just want to be happy in each other's company that you just avoid argueing or having misunderstandings.. you try your best to be more understanding and compromising towards the other cause you don't want to jepordize the relationship.. especially when you have such little time together.. you'd want to spend every single second being happy.. you really treasure and cherish the time together.. and yet this special time is over in the blink of an eye.. one day just goes by and then he's back at camp..

at times it can be rough.. you yearn for the other so much yet there is nothing you can do about but just wait for the next book out.. insecurities also start to build up and threathen to harm the relationship.. sometimes you feel so sad when you see all your friends together with their other halves all happy and sweet and yet you have nobody.. you are all alone.. sometimes when you're happy or sad and lone and need a listening ear or there's just something you really really feel like telling him.. you find that his phone is off either because he's busy having some activity or it's already lights out.. it works both ways though.. sometime's he's down because of something that happened during training or because he keeps failing at something and needs someone to cheer him up yet you can't be there right beside him to give him an encouring hug or a peck on the lips.. it's funny how your relationship ends up revolving around your cellphones from mondays to fridays.. and it doesn't help when there are misunderstandings or arguements when you have to do it over the phone.. it is just so much harder to talk things through over the phone epecially with such time constraints..

through this process.. both of you are forced to mature and grow up.. whether for better or worse depends on how you handle it.. but baby.. you don't have to worry.. i love one and only one guy and that it you.. you are the most important aspect in my life and nothing will change that.. =D

he's finally gonna graduate from bmtc next wednesday.. just like that and 2+ months have gone past since he became an ns man.. so proud of him.. over the months he's become so much more stronger and tougher and he's accomplished things he couldn't do before.. just dread the fact that for the first half of his 10 days off i'll be having the damn common tests.. such precious time wasted.. but he promised that he'd keep me company while i study so i'll hold his word to that..

i wish i could just close my eyes and it'll be tomorrow already when i open them..

look out babe.. i'm gonna drown you with hugs and kisses.. =D