[this sucks..]
this is so goddamn sian..

first it was common test after common test..
followed by project after project..
next was presentations back to back..
then another project right after that..
and finally the much dreaded exams..

life in year 3 has become so mundane.. =.=
thank god i'm gonna be saying goodbye to it soon..
but then again..
poly has been a really interesting chapter in my life..

made tonnes of new friends..
met all kinds of people..
had lots of fun..

there's the sadness of leaving all this behind..
the happiness of finally getting that diploma..
fear in having to start making new friends all over again..
excitment of moving on to the next chapter of life..

*sigh*

oh wells..

i'm suddenly missing him alot..
alot more than usual..
to the extent that i start to get teary-eyed..
thinking about how life used to be pre-army..
i thought that i'd gotten used to it..
used to be committed to only weekends with him..
becoming more independent..
but then.. when you least expect it..
it suddenly gets to you..

you still feel as lonely..
you yearn to be with the person..
you wonder what he is doing every minute..
you wait in anticipation as you countdown the days to the next weekend..

national service..
it's hard on the guys phsically..
it's even harder on the girls emotionally..

i hope saturday comes soon..
i miss you babe..